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Name: Amanda
Location: Olathe, Kansas, United States
Birthday: 7/6/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: My Baby~Shopping~Playing Volleyball~Chinese Food~Singing at the top of my lungs~laughing~Dancing~Being with the people I love~Taking all the kids out to a movie~Going to Baseball games~
Expertise: Knowing everything about Baseball in a matter of a summer!!!! Finding the real me when I thought I was gone forever
Occupation: Medical
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
10/26/2005
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| So wow, school starts on Monday, and man I am not looking forward to going back. But that just means that it is time closer that I can spend the rest of my life with Mike. OMG its been 7 months and they have been amazing. Time has flown, and we have been through so much that it only makes us stronger. Mike was there for me when I needed him the most. He was my shoulder to cry on, I used him as a punching bag ( even though I said sorry after I hit him) He always took my mind off of things that were bothering me, even if it was for a few brief moments. He could make me smile and laugh, even though my world was falling to pieces around me. And he stayed by myside through it all. When I know others would have been like screw this I could find someone better. He was there, he even made a 45 minute drive a few times to come and see me.He is perfect, I couldnt find anyone better for me than him. Nor do I want to. He had his first semi football game today and oh man, I cant begain to tell you how I felt watching him play. My heart was full of joy because I know he was happy playing. Which makes me happy.Mike I know you are going to read this, and I know I tell you these things all the time, but now I think the world should know. Mikey I love you, always and forever. Time is going to fly until we can be together forever. And I cant wait to become an Elliott. I know it hasnt been easy but thank you for always being there no matter what. I love you Michael David Elliott........*kiss*
<3 Amanda | | |
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| So surgery went well, hurts like hell but ya know. So I spent the last two days with Mike, and I loved it. He took good care of me, he got me anything I needed. It was cute. We hit our 6 month marker on Sunday which was amazing, even though we celebrated it today, but hey what can ya do? So things with my mom are better which is good, we can actually laugh around eachother, Mike can tell and he thinks she is hella funny when she is mad at my dad. Her boytoy isnt that bad, he helped me change the themastat in my car on Sunday, even though he has a bad shoulder, so yeah I like him now. Which makes my mother and I on even better terms because I like him, lol. Anyways going to go take some more pain killers and go watch Mike play baseball.......call the cell if you need me | | |
| Ugh.....I hate to say it but I HATE my mom, and I say that with all my heart. She thinks she knows everything, she doesnt know shit. Ha she cant hid shit, but she thinks she can. Call me at 2 in the morning and start yelling because I woke her up even if it wasnt me. Fudge her. I didnt call her, and she is going to call me and be like Amanda Lynne.....umm it was Kathleen Marie....ugh and be like you woke us up, well biotch if you didnt stay at your "buddy"s house then maybe you wouldnt be getting 2 am phone calls, now would you? Damn I will never be like my mom, never. I will never hurt my kids, I will never treat my kids the way she treats us. UGH....I am ready to do something that wouldnt be good. She could care less, you dont promise you child something and then decide that your sex life is more important then your childs feelings. That is what pisses me off more than ever. She only cares about herself, and she is going to lose all of us and then where is she going to be? Oh yeah she already answered that one for me. Oh I will have more time with Brad then wont I? What kind of mother says that? Dont you think that a mother would want to keep her kids around and not push them away. Yeah she could give us all the money in the world to push us out of the house, but that doesnt get us any time with you now does it? Nope, just more with Mike. Which I dont mind but I would love to spend time with my mom when Brad isnt around, and I want it to be when we want it to be not when Brad has other things going on, and she cant see him. I'm done with her, really I am. What can I do to show her what she is doing to us. I cant talk to her, she says I pay the bills, I am not hurting anyone. She doesnt listen. I HATE HER.....I HATE HER.....I HATE HER.....ugh okay enough before I break down again. | | |
| Life isn't what you expect it to be.....
So many problems at home, where do I begain, I dont even know how to even start to say, but it hurts, really it does. Some know about it, ask Mike he wont tell you, but he knows. So does his family, I made a fool out of myself at the baseball game, didn't mean to but I did. His family saw and honestly I don't know if I can face them. I never should have shown emotion but I did, and man does it suck. Anyways on to a happier note, Mike and I will hit 6 months on Sunday I am so happy with him, he has seem me at my worst. He knows my fears and my dreams. I love you baby. I went to JCCC today thinking it was going to be a maybe 4 hour day ending up being a 9 hour day there. OMG it sucked. But I have my classes, so thats good, nothing else to worry about. And Mr.Taylor is going to help me in Psy. So I am happy. Anyways enough for now, hit up the cell if you need me.
Random thought......Have you ever looked at a house and see how it seems so peaceful, and the inside be hell? You never know, but when you do, you will look at homes and wonder the same thing..... | | |
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